Tum Mile....

Khwaabon bina, nigahen meri jee rahin thi
Koi nahi tha yeh akeli meri thi zindagi..

Khamosh tha honthon pe baatein nahin thi
Koi nahin tha yeh akeli meri thi zindagi...

Tum mile toh mil gaya yeh jahaan
Tum mile toh har pal hai naya...

Tum mile toh jaadu chaa gaya
Tum mile toh jeena aa gaya
Tum mile toh maine paaya… hai Khuda!!

Palken moondein chaahat meri so rahi thi
Khushboo hawaaon mein thi
Maine nahi mehsoos ki...

Jaane kahaan bahaaren meri khil rahi thi
Khushboo hawaaon mein thi
Maine nahin mehsoos ki...

Tum mile toh mehki baarishen
Tum mile toh jaagi khwaahishen
Tum mile toh rangon ka hai silsila...

Tum mile toh jaadu chaa gaya
Tum mile toh jeena aa gaya
Tum mile toh maine paaya hai Khuda!!

Tune duaaein suni,
Dil ki sadaiyen suni,
Tujhse main maangu aur kya...

Tujh bin adhura hun main
Tere sang poora hun main
Karta hun tera shukriya!

Kaise kahoon lamhe mujhe choo rahe hain
Aisa laga hain inmein tera hi toh ehsaas hai...

Kaise kahoon dil mein nayi aahaten hain
Aisa laga hain inmein tera hi toh ehsaas hai...

Tum mile toh mera dil gaya
Tum mile toh sab kuch mil gaya
Tum mile toh logon se kya vaasta...

Tum mile toh jaadu chaa gaya
Tum mile toh jeena aa gaya
Tum mile toh maine paaya hai Khuda!!!

List of things I want to do.....

OK here is a list of things I really really want to do:
1. Bungee Jumping
2. River rafting
3. Sky Diving
4. Snorkeling
5. Star Gazing
6. Sleeping under the stars
7. Spending a night at a beach
8. Night trek
9. Watch sunrise and sunset
10. Sit on a Roller coaster ride
11. Watch a movie alone
12. Go to a concert
13. Treat myself to a Spa
14. Have a candle lit bath
15. Gardening
16. Save money
17. Donate blood
18.Read Bhagvad Gita
19. Trip to Kerela

This is the list of things i want to do so far ;) Additions will be there as and when they come up! :)

There is no looking back!

As i pause from my daily life schedules and just take a look on what has been happening, I realise that the past few months have been quite interesting! So many things have changed with me- career wise, relationship wise, friends wise, choices wise, ME wise!! Its like my life has taken a completely new turn. A turn for good, for betterment. Feels as if i am a new person altogether and it feels SO Amazing!!

I did my first Art Of Living course named as the YES!+ workshop or the Youth Empowerment and Skills workshop in June 2009. Its a course specially designed for the youth between age group 18 to 30. Will not get into the details of it as it is something one needs to experience and also as there is always a lack of words to describe this course and this organization. Just want to say that each and everyone must experience it and from then on there won't be a wait for any festivals or events to celebrate, rather each day will be a Celebration!

This turn to this new path is I guess the best decision of my life (though taken under pressure then :P) and i know for sure that there is no looking back! :)

Eventful vs. boring days!

Some days are eventful,
Some are so dull.
Eventful ones are full of joy,
On the dull ones the activity is null!

I am up at six for the hectic days,
Whole day there is so much hurly-burly.
Where as the long ones just don’t end,
Even if I don’t get up early!

The activity ones seem so short,
Although so many things took place.
The boring ones are so very long…
That by the end of it, I feel like a waste!

Though I get tired on the busy days,
End of it I am content.
The unengaged days on the other hand
Make me bored and I wait for them to end!

The empty long days with nothing to do…
I agree are very boring,
But they also give us time to think
And we can sit with out worrying!

So I’m confused…
As to which ones are better?!?
I guess both are required from time to time,
So that there is a balance maintained forever!

Looking at the sky on a full moon night….

Nights are so beautiful, Nights are so quiet….
Immersed in your thoughts, I miss your sight!
Staring at the full moon I am reminded of you….
That’s when I realize how much I love you!
Though there happens an all day long interaction,
Gazing at the moon gives me some distinct satisfaction!
Not seeing you for long makes me frustrated,
And just looking at the moon I feel so connected!
The beautiful moon so connects me and you….
You see it there, and here I see it too!

Nights are so beautiful; I can see the stars twinkling….
And as I see the moon, I am again lost thinking….
I think of the day when we’ll be together,
And gaze at the night sky next to each other!
I wish that time comes really soon
When we’ll spend the night talking, looking at the moon!!!!

The changing hues of age…

19days more for my Birthday, and my close friends and other dear ones have already began to ask me about my plans for THE day! I tell them that like always I am not excited about it and haven’t planned anything. Also that my birthday goes just so well without me sitting and planning out anything, all thanks to my sister, mum, dad and my dear friends!

Over few years now, similar traditions has been on and now guess what because of these guys I actually was looking forward for my birthday to come and it to be the 26^th of July until this moment, when it struck to me that I am going to be 20! And all of a sudden I was in deep thinking… I was going to be out of teens now and become TWENTY years old!! I am timorous about the years coming ahead… when I will be out of college and I will have to be more responsible and more thoughtful about the things I am doing or have to do!

It makes me go down the memory lane…and I am reminded of the school times… when everything was so cozy and stress-free. Just study for the exams and automatically we were put to the next standard. We didn’t have to think about which stream to take or which subjects to pick so that we will be able to score well! I had my school as well as classes in the same near by complex Lok Puram. It used to be an untroubled schedule of going to school on cycle… coming back home… and then back to Lok Puram for classes. Mum was so protective to send me alone beyond the known locality as we were just small kids then. My life was just confined to the extent of Vasant Vihar where I used to go for my drawing classes… that was all about it!!

Then things moved further and I was at a stage where I had to decide which stream to pick from Science, Commerce and Arts! I chose Commerce and Life’s extent extended to Matunga where my college is and then after a few days when I got a hang of how the trains work and which alphabet belongs to which station things became much easier and then traveling was a cake walk!

Now I am panicky as I will be out of college in just a year. Though I have decided on taking up MBA but there is so much of uncertainty!! I have no clue if I am going to get in a good college or will be working. The thought of working and getting married in the years ahead somehow makes me so anxious! I feel that I am not yet ready to do all these things or may be I am not prepared for it at all. At this point I just don’t want my birthday to come so that I won’t become 20... It’s not about becoming 20 but it’s about becoming older and coming closer to all the above mentioned terrors! I don’t want to get older than this and stick to this age alwaysssss!

Back to you!!

I get up in the morning and the first thing i do is to call you..
we speak sometimes and sometimes we don't.
But after both the deals i am left thinking of you.
If i speak to you,i am over the moon..
and if i don't i am left engulfed by thought --where are you??

I do my daily chores and along with them try to call you too.
I try to divert my mind and concentrate on the thing i must do..
But my mind is powerless and it goes back to you!

Why don't you understand honey i got to talk to you..
..or else i will be vile to the stuff i got to do.
I know you got some genuine reasons and i must understand.
I think,i got to control my mind so that i can complete things in time..
because after all the weakness is mine!!

I compose my mind and hold my thoughts together,
trying to achieve what i want.
I pledge not to call you until i am done..
but after few minutes,i am again sitting with the phone!
As my mind is powerless and it went back to you!!