Back to you!!

I get up in the morning and the first thing i do is to call you..
we speak sometimes and sometimes we don't.
But after both the deals i am left thinking of you.
If i speak to you,i am over the moon..
and if i don't i am left engulfed by thought --where are you??

I do my daily chores and along with them try to call you too.
I try to divert my mind and concentrate on the thing i must do..
But my mind is powerless and it goes back to you!

Why don't you understand honey i got to talk to you..
..or else i will be vile to the stuff i got to do.
I know you got some genuine reasons and i must understand.
I think,i got to control my mind so that i can complete things in time..
because after all the weakness is mine!!

I compose my mind and hold my thoughts together,
trying to achieve what i want.
I pledge not to call you until i am done..
but after few minutes,i am again sitting with the phone!
As my mind is powerless and it went back to you!!

It kills me from within!

You are my joy, you are my strength,
i know you are going to be by my side always
and never leave my hand!

You are my soul and a part of me,
i know we are going to be till the end of time,
we are destined to be!

You are the sun and i revolve around you,
but the worst part is..you don't find it true.

I feel i know you in and out,
but each time i talk to you..i am in doubt..
because each time i speak to you, its a different you!!

Why this distance between us,
it causes a pang in my heart..
But i know it never going to break us apart!!

I love you from the entire me,
Oh my fate!why can't i portray it to you!
I feel terrible and it kills me from within!!